Wednesday, February 12, 2003
So it looks like the London trip probably isn't going to happen, which is pretty disappointing. We almost had a really good little group of people to all go together, but some of them are apparently deciding against it now. Darn it. And I had just decided I wanted to go and could afford it, and I was starting to get really excited about it. Yesterday I wouldn't have minded so much, since I was still wavering a lot on the whole idea. I'm just sad because I don't really feel like I've ever been abroad. Peru was long enough ago and I was young enough that it doesn't seem to count anymore. And that was a pretty sheltered little trip, for a bunch of junior high kids. I know that I'm really much more of a homebody at heart, rather than a travelling type, but this is still something I've really felt a lack of in my life. And I finally got myself geared up to go somewhere but now it's not going to happen, so it's a bit of a let-down. I don't want to go on my own, though. Oh well. Don't mind me, I'm just unhappy right now.